Use what talent you possess: the woods would be very silent if no birds sang except those that sang best.
       - Henry Van Dyke

"Talkin' to myself and feelin' old
Somtetimes I'd like to quit
Nothing ever seems to fit . . ."

Ever felt like everything you try - every NEW thing - seems to come out all wrong and goopy?  You try to work around it - see if there's a way to "shelve" things until you just can't stand knowing something you tried to create is just sitting there - incomplete.  And then you spend hours ~ possibly even days trying to figure out what ya' did worng, only to see that what it is is that you just don't have all the tools.

That's where I am today.  I'm trying to learn to write fiction in a new genre, and I'm not liking what's coming out . . . IT doesn't "FEEL" right, and I'm not really happy with the story.  It just isn't me - I feel like I'm working hard at being someone I'm not, trying to do something THAT person would do, and failing miserably.

It doesn't help that I'm - at the same time - trying to learn this css crap, and not really picking up on it very well -  at least not fast enough to do the things I need and want to do with it.  Technical reading is boring for me, even though I know at the end of it all, I'll have a better knowledge of the things I LOVE to do - I'm much MUCH more of a hands on person.

And then there's raising a teenager - LMAO!  Every BIT as challenging as learning new webdesign techniques and delving into uncharted writing territory!  Every DAY seems to bring about a whole new set of rules that must be explored, circumstances that must be addressed, consequences that need to be visited.  And there really isn't a handbook or guidebook on how to accomplish the daunting deed!  LOL!  There are times when I bemoan my ineptness at motherhood - times when I can appreciate a "quote" like the one above . . . I may not be the best at what what I undertake to accomplish, but - LAWS, Yes - I do the best I can, with what I have and what I can get!

Sounds awfully - BLEAH . . . don't it?  Rainy Days & Mondays . . .

Guess it's back to the drawing board for me . . .

Hmmm. It's no wonder that you are feeling frustrated. Writing, kids, and web design are three of the most difficult tasks to undertake that there are I think! Just my humble opinion, but hey I can voice it! If you are talking about the Thirteenth Hour...OH GOD. It kills me that you are feeling so aggravated with a story that the rest of us love and enjoy so much. I have been there though, and know that feeling. It's great to broaden your horizons and explore new generes, but SO FRUSTRATING when we can't seem to "get into the groove." I have that problem often enough with storeis in generes that I have been doing for years!

From what I know about your son, which granted isn't much...bu still, it sounds like you are doing wonderful with motherhood. He really sounds like he is a creative, open, all around upstanding young man. It's never easy...but I do DREAD those teen years. All you can do is try your best and hope that they retain the values and more important lessons we have taught them in life. It's our job to GUIDE them. They will not always take the paths we would have chosen for them...it's really the end result that counts the most though sis, so try to sit back and look at the bigger picture. It might not feel so...overwhelming.

I know nothing about CSS, so uhm...good luck with that! Everything you do always seems to turn out wonderful in the end. At least as the rest of us little peons are conerned! LOL

Hey Marce, Hang in there. You are, from what we can see, doing a fine job of raiseing your 'Tin. Stories are always trying and so is knowledge. Like the saying goes, nothing good comes easy. Hang in there.

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I understand your creative struggles all too well. While I wish there was some sage advise I could offer...alas all I can suggest is what "sometimes" works for me which is taking a small break to read a tale or two from one of the talented writers I admire. Usually my wonder at their carefully woven tale gets my creative juices flowing again, freeing up the writers block.

As to the struggles of a parent....All I can say Marce is If there were only ONE thing about you that I admired it would be your relationship with Martin. Stay strong Sis.

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